December 2009
“GOLDFISH WILL CAUSE YOU NOTHING BUT DISAPPOINTMENT.”
– gotwisdom
i got a vaccine.
watched a good movie with gore
even though
it was
10 IN THE MORNING D:<
drove with paul
HAHAH
im a good driver
i should drive pepole everywhere :D
and then we went to target
and i bought some …..condoms for a dare
i feel accomplished.
beauty
is a big deal no matter what anyone says.
YOU KNOW ITS TRUE
hey
its still gets me to see that youve moved on.
even though there’s no feelings for you
i dont want to see you with anyone else……
wtf.
thats not fair but i cant help but feel it
no matter what i say to myself ):
i wonder what you feel
if you found out
about me
interesting…
falling on your ass
is…. still damn painful in snow LOL
but snowboarding today was fun (:
first timeeee! and i had to take lessons -__-
but then again they were useful cause i wouldnt have
known shit without it :D
and now
i can go down the slope without falling
YAAAAAAAAAAY
but
im in so much pain ):
i can barely type right now
because my left wrist hurts so much to move it
and
my butt is seirously...
i just want to crawl into a hole by myself and never come out.
LOL
i hate
the feeling of jealousy.
i fucking hate it when
i get band music stuck in my head
for like the whole day.
sometimes i even humm it without realizing….
WTF
band is so gay.
i cant believe i used to like it
HAHAH
im back
daaamn.
havent been on since friday night
OMGGGGGGGGGG
i hate it when i cant use the computer
for over like 3 days
because it sorta seems like
im outta touchhhh with everyone =/
AW
but yeah hello again (=
WORK THAT ASS
went to the gym today w/ josh today
FINALLY IN LIKE A ZILLION DAYSSSS….
i felt so fat
because last weeek was vacation and this week all i did
was sit and eat and like.. hibernate LOL
and then today
i had so much energy
and i did stairmaster and the elliptical thingy
and then i went into the steam room
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
sigh.
i wish i could seriously shed some poundage though -__-
...
i enjoy
compliments like crystals.
i’d rather have 10 of those
than 102938357084 worhtless compliments
on how good my looks are (:
TEEHEE
“go with the flow”
dont hide from me (;
i think everyone that hides the way that they truly act
should… unhide it
because its more fun to know how fun a person can actually be (:
LOL
i dunno.. i dont really feel embarrassed a lot even though
i do like
the gayest shit
known to man every single day to everyone around me
HAHAHAAAHA
i wonder why pepole hide that?
maybe they would make friends easier
or maybe they would be...
LIKE...
i wish i was a rich 81 year old woman
with my man still alive <3 (:
and i would have a cat named happy
and a dog named muffinhead
and i lived in nantucket massechusets
with a little house next to the ocean
and i would have neighbors that i would love
and my children would live in
philedalphia
with my grandbabies
and
they would visit us often
then my 81 years of life would be...
just a thought
why does it seem like
sometimes
another person
can bring out such… intense emotions
out of you..
i dont know
=/
dont you feel like
sometimes they can make you the happiest person in the world?
and then the next second you feel like crying your head off
i hate it when i feel like that
because
it feels like they can sorta make you do anything
and try so hard
when they do nothing...